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in our apartment because we cooked a pot holder by accident today, and burnt pot holders that catch on fire smell bad. hahah. It brought back memories of when I lived in the dorm and caught my skeleton hoodie on fire. But now everything we cook tastes real bad. I haven't been back to Palm Bay since I moved to Orlando...but I'm going back Wednesday for a doctors appointment.

 My hairs are red again. 

Despite the fact that my car and computer are dead, I have so much to look forward  to and be happy about. 


Tomorrow needs to get here already.

So i'm driving down 95 listening to some rilo kiley, when all of  the sudden my car shuts off and the engine catches on fire. What an awesome thing to  happen. I pull over and am freaking out because my engine is on fire, and i call AAA and they say somebody will be there in 20 min. So im sitting in a ditch on 95 watching my car be on fire. In tears. Then the tow truck finally comes and the guy says looks like it overheated a bit. NO WAY? then my mom came and picked me up, and now i am carless. And also computerless because that crashed.




I got the last building at alafaya club, and the bedroom I didn't want. 

I will be done Thursday! I had an eventful weekend/week so far you could say. My sleep schedule is off, and I have a govt exam tomorrow. Tonight I will be at the apt, not studying, watching brian and richard drink.

My Grandpa is dying, I've been sad about it all week. Nobody cares to hear, so I just keep to myself.

My dad's in Indiana to see him, there's a possibility I will be flying there next week with my mom and brother.

I need to know what I got on my last bio exam so i know if i need to study or not for the final. Borst can be so stubborn.

BYE

hm. Weird weekend, weird month. School is getting better, now that it's almost over, I love being able to go to lauren Kristin and Emily's apartment, it's so much better than being at this dorm, plus I love being with them. I'm gay, whatever. Dancing on Saturday was fun.

My dad's birthday is on Wednesday; I'm sad I can't be there.


There was a cockroach in my dorm apparently, glad I wasn't here for that. Cockroaches are everywhere...lauren's car.

Government test tomorrow, wish me luck.

Some crazy shit has happened to me lately. 

Spring Break was a hit so far, and now I am in Palm Bay, bored. I have to go to St. Augustine with my mom and brother for 2 days, then I go back to Orlando, and get back to work.

I have to catch up on sleep before I die. I think in the past three days I've have maybe 7 hours of sleep.

Now that I've moved on for the most part I really need to study more. My mind has not been able to focus these past two weeks and it's making my grades suffer. Only a week and a half until spring break and I can't wait.

I went to Stetson University on Friday night and had a pretty great time. I think me and Em are going back this Friday. I enjoy the company of the new boys Lauren found, it gives me something to do other than be bored in my dorm. I signed a lease for the Village at Alafaya for next fall, I can't wait to have my own room, and a huge closet. CAN'T wait. My mom won't stop calling me, she thinks I am still depressed, but I'm actually very happy right now. I just wish she would not call like 4 times a day, its getting a little extravagant.

I don't know what I am doing for Spring Break. My mom wants to go to Savannah for two days, but I don't want to go so much. Maybe Lauren cook would want to go. EH LAUREN COOK?!?! Shittt I dont know. My nephew walks now apparently, I can't wait to see him. 

I'm ready for game night on Thursday night. I am not, however, looking forward to next week. I have core 3 due, bio exam, probably another exam I don't know about yet. They are always trying to cram things in before a big break and it's so stressful. For some reason I can't seem to do well on my history exams, I don't know why but it's not good. I need to fix it soon. 

 I'm in Palm Bay for the weekend. The weekend is almost over. My week started out terrible, and it's ending decently. I've realized how people change instantly, and it's making this a lot easier. I am excited about dancing next thursday, and I'm hoping I get good grades on my tests/papers this week. 

I'm tired, and I don't know why because I actually slept last night.

 My birthday is on Thursday. I wont  be doing anything too exciting, but Firestone should be fun=]. Classes this semester are alright, I dont mind any of my professors, although, my english teacher likes to play terrible music and assign homework every night. I went home this past weekend and my nephew bit a chunk of skin off of my thumb, and it won't stop throbbing. I also had a terrible Dr's apt. Other than that though I always enjoy going home and being with my family. 

I have to go to a peer review for english in about 40 minutes and I really don't want to.

I am ready for this semester to be over, and I am dreading next semester.

I mean, I loved this semester, i just hate the whole having to do school stuff. But other than that, college has been amazing. I guess it must be the freedom that I have now that I didn't have back at home...and because I live with great people.

Except for the fact that Lisa got a kitten. Sure, I love all animals, but not in a dorm room.

Brittney's birthday is on Thursday, perhaps we will have a little something go on. 



Tomorrow I have my speech final, all i have to say is FUCK YOU SPEECH TEACHER. She has given out 1 A the whole year.
Paper due on Thursday.
Philosophy on Monday.
SLEEPOVER PARTY on Monday.
Go Home Tuesday

Lately I have been eating a lot of chocolate, and I am addicted to REAL milk chocolate. You know, like Lindt extra creamy.

 Today I took a quick nap, and I managed to fall into REM sleep quite quickly. I had a dream that I went to a band Banquet with Brittney and I had to be measured in order to get in. I was a little person and the lady who measured me was mad at me.


Tomorrow I am going to a zombie/vietnam themed party. I was thinking about perhaps being a zombie sailor. haha Sierra and Amber are joining me for Halloweeeeenie! 

 

I got an 85 percent on my philosophy test, although this does not sound great I was extremely happy because I got one of the highest grades. I guess I really should read the chapters=/

Last night we had a midnight breakfast thing at my dorm. Love breakfast at midnight. Halloween Horror nights was funnn, minus the waiting but whatever. I saw Darjeeling Limited the other day, and it was pretty good. Andrea introduced me to shoe land, all shoes under 15 dollars and its so much nicer than payless.

Tonight I think i might go to a pumpkin carving party. haha or to target or something, waterford lakes probably because it's so nice outside. I got to wear a hoodie to walk to my classes today and i was extremely happy. It will probably be scorching hot again tomorrow or something.


I have the dorm to myself for 4 days. I will be bored, and will take many naps.


Andrea is here, goodbye.

Right now I am laying in my own bed back in PB, and it is so comfortable. Izzy is of course with me, and I finally got to spend time with Kai today. He waves byebye now, and says mama and byebye, I'm waiting for the day he says auntie lala. I love him so dang much.

Last night was amazing, and I'm going to HHN on a ucf discount on Sunday! 

I got a 78 on a test I thought I got an A on, so that blows. And I have a test on Monday, that i won't be studying that much for. 

I really can't wait for Christmas, when everybody is back in PB and we play singstar and go to firestone and have sleepovers. Of course christmas eveeve sleepover.


Not much longer, December 10th will come soon enough.

Today Travis made me a delicious breakfast. It was the best considering the horrible foods I have at my dorm. And last night we went to TGIF, and then to petland, and we held a rat terrier/dachshund. I felllll i love. haha too bad it was over 1000 dollars...ridiculous.


JULIE is coming over today! I'm excited to show her around, I havent seen her in so long. 

I just remembered i have to have my commentary written by tuesday, andddd I dont know what to write about. wooo! I have to give a speech on Palm Bay for four minutes, I could talk about how boring it is i suppose. 

I'm ready to go to pb so that i can get some groceries for free!


COME VISIT MEEEEEE 

I'm with Lauren. I once had an LJ back in the day, and it's one of the most embarassing things ever.



My roommate has been sleeping for 34 hours by now, shoot me.




I guess I can talk about college stuff or whatever.



I got a 74 on my first paper today, and I thought about dropping out and moving to SC with Lauren. I'm about to go out with Andrea and do something, so that is exciting!